When you’re a Black girl
(This has been on my mind for a long time and I finally decided to make a post about it.
It honestly doesn’t matter how pretty you are. People will always find a way to belittle it. I don’t know how many times I’ve heard people say “yeah she’s pretty FOR a black girl.” or ” she’s the only black girl I would marry/date” or the most commonly used one “she’s the only black girl i would f***.” Not only are you always looked at as some sort of “prize” or “experiment” even if you are a genuinely gorgeous girl, you are never as pretty as a white girl, asian girl, a european looking latina girl, (insert other non black ethnicities too). You constantly have remind yourself to keep your head up, and know your worth. I honestly get tired of thinking about how f***** up that is, and try to keep my mind at bay. Very few people can truly understand “that”, and if you’re a black girl “that” feeling is far too normal.
Black girls keep your head up.
how could anyone get mad at me for liking girls have you SEEN girls they are ATTRACTIVE
all these non-kpop people are gonna think psy’s gentleman dance is his new dance but it’s actually beg’s abracadabra dance i just-
the original pokemon were so cool. plant with feet. pile of eggs. slime that turns into bigger slime. other plant with feet
What my friends think I do
What my parents think I do
What society thinks I do
What my biases think I do
What I think I do
What I really do
I want to get my shit together and turn my life around but I also want to die
The funny thing is, it’s the same “Blackjacks” hating on CL who then expect other fandoms to not offend her. Just because you’re a ‘blackjack’ doesn’t mean you get to talk shit about the girls. Talking shit about the girls isn’t the same as “the truth” or “constructive criticism”, they’re also the same people who will probably brag about CL’s accomplishments when she releases her solo album.
Sick and tired of reading every single day how CL doesn’t deserve a solo album because she’s still young and YG should focus on Bom/Dara because they’re older and might retire from the Kpop scene soon. Well you know what? The time for CL is now too. You think Kpop’s gonna be as big as it is now 5 years from now? Will you then allow YG to focus on CL/Minzy?
Some of you say that I’m CL biased (which you obviously know I’m not because I’ve said who my bias is like millions of times) and that I don’t defend the other girls. You know why I don’t defend the other girls? Because I’m not getting 10+ hate/bad/negative messages per day on Dara/Bom/Minzy. I defend CL the most because she gets the most criticism in your messages. And I know it’s not ONLY Bombshells and Daralings who are sending bad CL confessions and most Bombshells and Daralings aren’t crazed “my bias ONLY” type of people. I know most of you support all 4 girls no matter what and I wish SOME Bombshells and Daralings didn’t ruin it for you all.
“CL stans are getting arrogant” about what? All I see is happiness going around because their bias is finally getting attention. Because for once the spotlight is on her. Bom’s always featuring in other songs, Dara is always busy promoting beauty brands. For once, the girl who is called “ugly” by Korean standards is the one getting attention. She’s out there promoting herself (and 2NE1) by meeting Western celebrities. Like how many of us knew that CL and Kanye knew each other??? Yeah,if Jean-Charles de Castelbajac hadn’t said anything we would’ve never known.
For once we get to see a side of CL that we haven’t seen and the only thing I read is “Why CL? omg she gets everything”. Tell me how many CF’s does she have? How many times has she featured for someone else? (let’s not even talk about Minzy because that’s a whole other issue that also needs to be adressed). Before Instagram, we barely even knew what CL was up to because she doesn’t use social sites. For once she’s being more open about her life and letting us in and all people can say is “Why CL?”
Well you know what, why not CL? It’s about damn time we got a solo album from her.